So I watched audition. The first hour or so of the movie is really boring and I was in disbelief that it was a Miike film. THen all of a sudden you realize why it is his film. WEIRD. I was a little confused and grossed out especially with the guy eating the bile. its like oh man this movie is extremely boring...HOLY SHIT...end. Thats exactly what goes through your mind while watching it. Weird. Weird.

Red if you get this message call me. I have been calling you all day but no one has returned my calls, and i thought we were supposed to hang out.

Oh hello hello. I just saw some guy run down my street in underpants! WOO. I'm living the good life lol. I found a dress that I would love to be my prom dress, but I really need to lose the flab to get into it. I think im going to join a gym, and start running with Jennifer, I will fit into it!!! I practiced my bass for so long today my fringers are going to fall off. Is it really bad to be attracted to someone who is 8 years older than you? Well enough of thinknig about that, because its only going to make me lust after the person even more. I need to know if anyone knows of somebody who could make my prom dress. Im just worried that the dress I want will be sold out when I finally fit it, and my mom doesn't wnat t buy it until I fit it. I have the plans for the dress already it should be too difficult just a few layers and a corset. Hopefully I will do things with Red tomorrow since its been a billion years since we hung out. Maybe we can go get some hookers and party like its 1999. WOOO. Well thats it for me im outta hear.

You Are 15 Years Old

15 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

This weekend wasn't bad I barely got a chance to sleep though. I slept the most on friday. Otherwise not at all. Played DMC 3, very awesome but a little tough. Not a game Im going to beat in a day. Still makes me wish Dante wasa real man so i could rape him. I reeeealllllllyyy need to do my homework.

To Red -
Lately you have not been around a lot, and it has really been worrying me. Now Icome to find out that you have been ignoring me because of something somebody told you. I don't know if it was adam or whoever else, but it really makes me mad that someone would go to you and say shit. Yes I did say that I was not a fan of your boyfriend, well I havn't had much to go on because the only thing that i have seen is tat he wanted to shoot me in the head, and you werent doing the best of things when you went to Florida. That worries me, Im afraid he may be a bad influence. Thats just the impression that I got, but I ahve never met him before so he may be a cool person who knows. I did not once syathough that he was psychotic, i don't know who told you that but they were wrong. I was jsut worried about you thats all. What I dont get is why you would ignore me jsut because were mad. Friends talk to each other wheh something is up they dont ignore people and expect them not to worry. I have been worrying mad about you. You never talk to me anymore and I want to know whats bothering you and I want to help you. Im just trying to say that you dont need to ignore me, I care a lot about you and If you want to talk about soemthing talk to me about it. I can be really understanding, you can talk to me about why you love your boyfriend so much and the good things he does for you. Make me understand, dont just ignore me so that I have no clue as to whats going on. i would like it if we could all be friends. Me and ashli have been worried sick about you and you really need to talk to us. we don't like it when your neevr around you our are best friend. You probably wont be in Wisconsin for long so I want to make things as best for you as possible so when you go back to Florida you can have good memories of being here. And Im not saying you should break up with your boyfriend, I jsut want to know more about him I don't want there to be an issue here. I would like to be friends with him, with no bad blood between us. So after your done reading this give me a call or soemthing because we really need to talk and i really hope Im not losing my best friend because that would be the worst thing that could ever happen. PLease talk to me. ERin and I are hanging out today at 5 so if your in town give us a call. We would like to here from you.

I like milk, tis good. i wish my magazines would coem in the mail. I think I was supposed to do soemthing today but I totally forgot. ... oH well...

Going to UW Milwaukee is going to make me crazy. My mom is like freaking out if things don't come the exact day they say they will. She doesn't seem to realize that i'am not the only incoming freshman this year, only now i have to figure out a way to change my major to pre-med.

Went to bass lessons, and now I know a very cool song Vidoll's remake of Aoi Tori ^^ It has an awesome bass line. This is a list of songs I now know how to play:

Rammstein-Seeman
Asian Kung Fu Generation: Rewrite
Pierrots- GOD BLESS XmeXXXX
Tokyo Jihen's- Sounan
Green Day's- Minority and Warning
Plastic Tree's - Baka ni Nattanoni or soemthing liek taht
and now Vidoll's - Aoi Tori

Sorry if there are spelling errors I don't care right now. Woo
Um is there an asian holiday going on or something? I walked to bass lessons today and the shop right next door is this asain medical place. They were throwing lettuce around and dancing with roosters. I didn't really want to ask what was going on. I met someone today who I realize that I lust over. I have never really lusted over a person before but this boy I want to slam down on the table. That's weird, maybe im extremely horny today or something. Good day all.

My friend and I were bored during school today so we did madlibs online for the whole hour. Here were our best ones, they are hilarious:


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Sorry for not cutting before I'm lazy^^

001) What time are you starting this? 4:30
002) What is your name? JENNIE
003) Date of birth: MAY 6
004) Sex: Female
005) Height: 5'3 I HOPE!!!!
006) Eye color: Brown
007) Weight: 130
008) Location: Wisconsin
009) Where were you born? Wisconsin :(
010) Have you ever failed a grade? Nope
011) If you have, what grade did you fail? No go away
012) Do you have crush on someone? Well of course, but it's more do i lust for someone.
013) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Nope
014) If so, what is his/her name? Nope
015) How long have you been together? Nope
016) What are you wearing right now? Pants I like Pants
017) Would you have sex before marriage? Yeah
018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? Hmm, yeah
019) Are you a virgin?*smiles innocently*
020) Do you smoke? Not anymore
021) Do you drink? Yeah
022) Are you ghetto? No
023) Are you a player? no
024) What are your favorite colors? PURPLE~~~~!!!!!!
025) What is your favorite animal? Butterflies or Cats
026) Do you have any birthmarks? Yep
027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked? Many times
028) Who are your best friends? The Onigiri Clan
029) Who do you talk to most on the phone? Ashli or Red
031) Have you ever been slapped? Yep and I slapped back
032) Do you get online a lot? Yeah
033) Are you shy or outgoing? Hmmm Both
034) Do you shower? Every morning
035) Do you hate school? Of Course I hate the losers at my school
036) Do you have a social life? No, nobody ever wants to hang and I have become somewhat of a hermit myself
037) How easily do you trust people? I don't, I probably never will
038) Have you ever lied to your best friends? Yeah
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? No, i'm an open book
040) Would you ever sky dive? NO IM AFRAID OF HEIGHTS!!!!
041) Do you like to dance? No No NO
068) Have you ever been out of state? Yep
069) Do you like to travel? Of course!
070) Have you ever been expelled from school? Nope
071) Have you ever been suspended from school? NeVAH!
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown? YES
072) Are you spoiled? Kinda
073) Are you a brat? Sometimes
074) Have you ever been dumped? No, because im the evil bitch :)
075) Have you ever gotten high? Nope
076) What's your favorite drink? Wild Cherry Pepsi or Coke
077) Do you like Snapple? Yes I do
078) Do you drink a lot of water? YESSSSS
079) What toothpaste do you use? Whatever my mom buys
080) Do you have a cell phone or pager? YEs a ghetto one
081) Do you have a curfew? No
082) Who do you look up to? Noone
083) Are you a role model? No
085) What name brand do you wear the most? VV
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear? 1928
087) What do you have pierced? My ears
088) What do you want pierced? Let's see, My button^^, My nipple, and More on my ears
089) Do you like taking pictures? YES
090) Do you like getting your picture taken? Yeah when im fancy
091) Do you have a tan? Im olivey but pale...weird
092) Do you get annoyed easily? YESSSS
093) Have you ever started a rumor? No
094) Do you have your own phone/phone line? YEs
095) Do you have your own pool? no
096) Do you have any siblings?No ^^
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs? BOXERS
098) Have you ever been played? No
099) Have you ever played anyone? hmmmm
100) Do you get along with your parents? Yeah pretty well
102) How do you vent your anger? I break things :(
103) Have you ever run away? Yeah for like 2hrs lol
104) Have you ever been fired from a job? No
105) Do you even have a job? Yep
106) Do you daydream a lot? YESSSSSS
107) Do you have a lot of exes? I have 3
108) Do you run your mouth? YESSSSSSSS
109) What do you want a tattoo of? Butterfly on my back
110) What do you have a tattoo of? Not yet
111) What are your favorite flowers? Lilies (sp?)
112) What does your ex look like? They are guys lol
113) What does your most recent crush look like? He's a guy
114) Have you ever been bitched out? No, people no not to do that to me
115) When was the last time you bitched someone out? Hmm everyday
116) Are you rude? No, I get angry when people are
117) What was the last great compliment you received? Your face makes me sad( after the sledding incident and the stitches) lol Gotta love L.V
118) Do you like getting dirty? YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie? The best innie in the world lol
120) Are you flexible? Yep
121) What is your heritage? Italian, German, Irish, and Norwegian
122) What is your lucky number?
123) What does your hair look like right now? Brown, Layered soon to look awesome after tommorow
124) Could you ever be a vegetarian? No
125) When was your last real heartbreak? Hmm havn't ever had a major heartbreak since i usually have mutual feelings
126) Describe your looks? Im a girl
127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color? A Chesnut(sp?)brown
128) Would you ever date someone younger than you? Yeah did
129) Would you ever date someone older than you? Yeah age doesnt matter to me, Ill go as far as 10years if you love the person who cares about age
130) When was the last time you were drunk? I drink but my friends get angry because my body has a high tolerance to alcohol so i never get drunk. But trust me there have been times when I should have been.
131) When was the last time you went on a date? uhhh 2months ago
132) Would you rather give or receive oral sex? Receive
133) Have you ever given? No
134) Have you ever received? Hey look a MONKEY!!!! Hello monkey you want banana???
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder? Yep Aneroxia, I still have one, but its more of a neurotic case now that I have.
136) Do you have one now? Yes, but I got help, but food still is the scum of the universe for me
137) How many rings until you answer the phone? I hate to answer
138) Have you ever been skinny dipping? Yes!!! Its so free feeling
139) If yes, when was the last time? Ash-bo-bash
140) Do you look more like your mother or father? im a mix?
141) Do you cry a lot? NO i hate to cry, but if you get me laughing I cry all the time when i laugh
142) Do you ever cry to get your way? No
143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be? my left arm
144) What's your favorite phrase? "Who knows where thoughts come from they just appear(dumb look) lol
145) Are you the romantic type? No, i like them though
146) Have you ever been chased by cops? heheheh we wont go into that
147) What do you like most about your body? My eyes
148) What do you like least about your body? Everything else -.-'
150) When was the last time you threw up? At ashli's
151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes? Don't care
152) What do the shoes you last wore look like? Black booty thingys
153) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly? nO i get cold
154) What about cleavage? I have great cleavage in three of my shirts
155) Is your best friend a virgin? Hmm its a mix and match deal
156) Have you ever fucked someone up? Yes
157) Have you ever been fucked up? Nope
158) What color are your underwear right now? Victoria secret pink,blue,babyblue,sparkly silver stripes
159) What theme does your room have? Um Asian, Egyptian and Fantasy
160) What size shoe do you wear? 6
161) What jewelry are you wearing now? 1928 purpley stuff FANCY!!!
162) What is your screen name on AIM? MonAnomie
163) Would you pick a wedgie in public? Sure , but you have to do the secret dance
164) How are you feeling right now? Sore
165) When was the last time you were at a party? A week ago
166) Have you ever given a lap dance? *shameful blush*
167) What do you sleep in? I always have to have matching pjs
168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? hmm no, im not that popular
169) What is one of your bad qualities? I worry a lot and don't trust people
170) What is one of your good qualities? I think im a good friendand I listen to people.
WHERE IS 171 AHHH
172) What do you drive? A Ford Escape
173) Have you ever given or received road head? No, but I have seen it being done to the guy in the car next to me 0_0 That was a laugh or two
174) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child? neither
175) What does your username mean? Detachment from society
176) What's your favorite journal to read? jrock scans, or Merry's blog I feel depressed when I read my friends blogs
177) When was the last time you cried in school? Never
178) Do you wear Chucks? Yeah I have place with pink cherry blossoms on them and they are shiny.
179) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy? Yeah if it was tasteful
180) What time are you finishing this?5:01

So yeah I have had better sledding expierences. Me and Red got on the sled and started to go down. I realized that we were goign waaaayyy too fast I was in the front and she was in the back this time. We went soaring over the black pipe that is supposed to stop you and were in mid-air the last thought in my head was oohhhh shit. the next thing I know i see white and realized that I can't feel my head. I see red next to me and she isnt moving so I get really scaed and say red red get up get up. She starts to move a little. I still realize that I cant see out of my left eye and that I cant feel me head. I look down and see red droplets all over the place and then im like omg Im bleeding. I thought I had ripped out my eyeball or soemthing so I yelled at red, im bleeding im bleeding. she turns around and all she keeps saynig is dios mio dios mio. Im like WHATS WRONG IS MY EYE OK!!! She gets to her head and realizes that my eye is fine but my whole face is jsut covered in blood. The reason why i couldnt see was that my contact had gotten lost in my eye. So before I moved I freaked out and with bloody hands fished out a contact from my eye. I got red up and said we need to go to Erins house and call the ambulance somethings wrong with my face. We start walking knowing that erin and the would realize what happened sooner or later. While walking this asian man and this lady stop their cars and come out going omg omg we are taking you to the hospital I had no idea what was going on so I got in the ladys car with red and im like yeah that would be nice. We get to the hospital by thi time my ass hurts like hell and all the blood is dried on my face, which seems to be coming from my nose and eyebrow. We had to wait in the waiting room for 2hrs apparently a blow to the head and a bloody face isnt as important as soem guy who stubbed his toe. While waiting im jsut cracking up and maknig jokes, because it was pretty funny. Ashli and chris came to the hospital to see how I was and my parents eventually came too. We were just laughing thoguh everyone thought we were crazy because I had a face full of dried blood and I was cracking up. But it was Chris's first time sledding so he said that he will never go now lol. While waiting I had to wash my hands so red and I found a bathroom to wash up on, but didnt realizes that the sign said it was closed. Oh well. My coat, sebra gloves, and scarf were full of blood. We were making jokes on how high we probably went and then foudn out that erin got a picture of us in mid air before we hit. Some how red landed in front of me even though I was in front and erin said the the sled had a giant dent and hole in it lol. I finally got called into the room and was poked and prodded for about 5hrs and they all called me evil kanevil. I left the hospital after 5-6hrs with three stiches in my eyebrow, which actually are nice so you wont see the scar when they get taken out, it will just look like i have a nice brow line lol. I have 5-6 cuts and scrapes on my face, they think I killed the nerve on three of my teeth which now need root canals. Everything else was fine but my face and butt were extremely sore. When my parents and I got home they had to keep waking me up every 2hrs to make sure my brian functions were ok and that I didnt have a concusion. Today I am very very very sore and I can barely walk. My eye is a little swollen and has some brusing and I cant feel three of my teeth. Otherwise im GREAT!!! Erin called me yesterday and I didnt realize that while we were going down katie was also going down and she hurt her ankle. I hit my head so hard I didnt even know she was behind me and talknig to me I just knew I had to get to the hospital. I hope katie is ok, because erin said she was limping. From Erins point of vies it looked like when we went over the pipe we were air born and thats when Erin took the pciture of all of us, she then knew something was wrong when Red went flying over me and landed on her right side, and I smashed my face on the left side of the tueb and side walk. She said it looked like katie went up and landed really hard but NOBODY was moving. so she ran down to katie, because hers looked like she had a wrose accident. I thought I was ok and was worried for red until I saw all the blood comnig from my face, I feel bad that I didnt knwo katie was behind me. Erin realized something bad happened when she saww all the droplets of blood leading to the sidewalk. Im glad that lady was there otherwise I would of passed out form blood loss waiting for the ambulence. So yeah Dont go sledding its evil and it hurts lol. Im going back to reading, because thats all I can really do right now. TAH TAH

Ok just so that everyone knows the sledding thing has changed to 11am on saturday not 1. So I guess just meet at mcKinley hill at 11am or if you know where jen and erin live go there.

Well first day back was interesting.
Periods 1-3 are still the same.
4th period I have creative writing. I don't know if i'll like that class because she makes us write with time restrictions and right away. Im the type of person who it takes awhile for things to bubble and I want my own topic to think about. We were supposed to not sit by our friends but I have 3 in their that I know I will talk to so oh well, she can't move us much because the chairs are full. I just don't want that creepy robert kid near me, he always wants hugs and talks about really creepy things. I sometimes feel like I have a sign on my head that says hey creepy people hug me!!! I WANT HUGSS!!! No not really.
5th hour is econ and it is full of all the stupid asshole rich kids who think they are better than everyone else. I have some friends in their, but they are just as annoyed as i am. 6th hr(Statistics) is my favorite class of the day because Galley teaches it so we never have to work. My friends and I sit in their and talk the whole time. 7th and 8th hour is really boring because I have lunch and then a study hall. I'd go home, but I have no car so im forced to find something to do those hours. I feel homeless. So yeah my second semester is pretty boring. Im trying to get beginner print art or soemthing like that 8th hour, but I heard it's full which sucks because im going to end up having to pick a class 8th hour that I dont want. It's funny because Jennifer and I have every class together 5th hour and down so she is just as bored as I am. Maybe if anyone else is free 7th and 8th hours we can form a meeting place and go out or go to the theater or something.

On that note wee. I feel kinda bad because I told everyone how much fun I had yesterday which I havn't had in a while and all everyone said was why didnt you call me. I do feel bad, but I just never know who to call or who's free. SO we are doing the sledding thing next saturday so that more people can come, but bring your own sled. And ill admit, I hardly ever do anything with people because Im the type of person who when Im bored ill sit home and not call anyone and just stay bored. Noone ever calls me either so its like we are all bored but hate using the phone. I need to work on that. I don't know im just afraid that im losing my friends and I dont want that to happen.
Sorry for sounding blahh, but I have been feeling that this week and a lot of people have been showing that. Oh well i just need to work on getting a social life again.
So yeah, I got socks in the mail again. For some reason when you tell a relativ ethat you liek soemthing they have to give you it in lavish amounts and they are never what you want. I mean right now i'm wearing halloween socks lol. I have no white socks anymore. Oh socks, you ruin my life le'sigh.

DUDE is all I have to say. Sledding is the most awesome thing in the world!!! Before we went sledding Red and I actually walked to Regency mall thinknig that the pathways there would be clean NOOO. I was a very long Trek which took 10min(usually 3-5. The snow was up to our thighs and very hard to walk in lol. It was really fun but it kept on getting deeper and deeper until the point where we almsot decided to give up and become statues of the future. WE got picked up from the mall to go sledding. THough i'm a little pissed because Erin went over to Matts hosue without telling me so i thought she was coming at 3 but nooo instead she came at 6 grrr. NExt time a little bit more of a warning would be nice. Sledding was AWESOME we went down McKinley hill, the really steep part. OMG I ish i had a camera. Me and REd were sharing one sled while Erin and Jen shared the other. Me and Red started to go down extremely fast and ended up flying over the black tires which are supposed to gaurde you from entering the street, landed in hte sidewalk(thankfully because a car was coming) and kept going. It was "sweet" as soem people would say. Going airborn is fun. The next one didn't work out so well though, because we flipped over and the sled and me were riding on red lol. Poor jen got snow in her face the whole way down and lost a contact lol. WE got pictures so im going to post them. omg I havn't had that much fun in a long time. it was very tiring though so we went home after like 6 times down and had hot chocolate^^ Fun times we are going to do it again the next tiem we have off of school. If anyone wants to join feel free to, its FUN!!!!

Yay REd isht HERE!!! We are currently looking at PORN lol!!! ANd now we are going to watch Zatoichi which is the new version of the movie. It's a little bit different than the old one, because it has a little bit more comedy to it. Tadanobu Asano is in it so he of course gives a very good performance. I also like the guy who plays one of the Geisha's of the Naruto family. I have been thinknig that I need to redo my layout, I LOVE MERRY but Im getting bored with the layout, I think Im just going to make a nero wallpaper to go in here like the one on my blog. Well I must go and watch odd movies, then me Red and Erin are going to go sledding later. I havn't been sledding in like YEARS. I have no snow pants now so it's really going to feel cold.

So yeah me and my boyfriend broke up. Things just weren't working out. I'm not that upset about it, because we never saw each other enough anyways so we didn't really form any type of "bond" or anything. It could be that I myself am a "player" and don't known it but we just aren't going to go into that. I felt really good today because i finally cussed out a delinquent at school today and he didn't get his way muahahha. He was in there struting around like he was shit and the fact that I had been waiting to see my counsler for 1 hr didn't matter, he was going to see him. Well by that time I was really pissed off that I had to wait for so long, so I wasn't about to let some asshole cocky son of a bitch think he owns this school and can get away with anything. I "politely" stated that I had been waiting for a long time and that I was next. He told me to suck it and that its tuff. We then started to exchange words that weren't so kind and Jennie got into her mood that not many people see but get suprised that she can get that way. I was like 2 sec away from getting into a fist fight with him(which i probably would of lost unless I used the crotch kick) when my counsler came out and escorted him out and told me that it was my turn. The boy was like thats no fair and i simply replied Tuff. I felt really good. i love it when cocky people don't get there ways. I was a little suprised that I let myself get that upset over the matter but im sick of people thinknig they can run the school. So yeah now i'am home and to make myself feel better im going to order a jrock cd lol. Im so poor but I think i'm in denial. I somehow have decided that I will find a way to pay for this cd.

I finally updated my domain and redid the layout ...shocker 0_0!! It's of Soroban, they are a really good indies band. THey are very young too, everyone is 19 except for the bassist who is 17. Geez I wish I was in a band right now. Though i need to get better on my bass lol. But im learning a lot my bass teacher keeps yelling at me because im learning too fast and screwing up his lesson plan lol. I have had ooooo soooo much sugar this weekend I havn't slept. You know Sugar helps you lose weight, I have lost 10lbs and the onyl band things I have eaten are made of sugar because people keep having parties. So if you dont mind your teeth falling out and becomnig an insomniac eat sugar to lose weight lol. Well i must go and make new wallpapers and then homework and then sleep hopefully. YAY

Well a little excitement came my way today. I got my jrock cds, and I finally watched my angel season 3 dvd. Im soo obsessed with Angel, its sad really.
Ok here are the cd's I got and how I feel about them:
Eve: Welcome to Planet Eve
This cd waS fantabulous and only $12!!! I need to listen to more korean music. Its really good, kinda sounds alike a little heavier linkin park at tiems then goes into a lot of pretty love songsthat actually sound good, I'm quite impressed.
Eve: Best (love and Kisses)
Two cd's packed with the best songs of eve. These cd's aren't very heavy though, its more of their best love songs I think. I think the singers name is Kim? He has a really pretty voice and I love the music he get's very into it. I recommend this cd too.
The Eccentric Opera Best
This is a cd of all of Teh Eccentric Opera's best songs. This is absolutely beautiful. If you like opera music with a certain crazy twist to it you should listen to this. I think this is my favorite cd that I got. I can't put it down.
Kagerou-Rakushu(I think its how you say it but I have seen like 5 different ways so correct me if im wrong.) This cd was pretty good, though I still enjoy there first cd a lot more. THe songs started to sound the same on this cd after awhile, but they are still very good. The cd has one of my favrotie songs XII Dizzy on it so It makes up for it with that song^^ I would say buy it if you are interested in a darker side of Kagerou. I mean they are always dark but the music sounds heavier in this one. I like heavy but I think they judt needed a bit of difference in all the songs. Oh well not a total bust because I still listen to it and enjoy it so its ok.
Gazette: Disorder
Its pretty good since it is kinda their first actual cd cd. I really like older Gazette but they proved to be coming back with their heavier side on this cd which is what I liked about them in the first place. I really like Ruki's voice and the guitar parts are very cool( though Go Reita because he plays Bass and its awesome!! I play bass now just in case you didnt know). There is a song on there called Carry which is in full english. The music itself is really cool....but Ruki's english is a bit slurred. If you ever heard Kyo from Dir en grey sing in english this is EXACTLY what it sounds like. Hard to understand but still sounds cool. I love their outro song on this for some reason its liek some gansta mix or something lol it sounds really cool. You can hear it on their website if you go there- www.pscompany.co.jp then go under gazette( its the one that looks all bloody and gansta looking lol) So yes buy the cd its good and heavy.
MUCC-Kuchiki no Tou( I believe is what its called)
This cd is awesome, it shows a heavier side to MUCC. The songs are jsut WONDERFUL!!! The bass is really awesome in this too. THey have a different sound going for them, and its really starting to sound good. BUY THIS CD NOW>.....OR ELSE!!!

YEah so thats all the new cd's added to the list I still want to buy and Alice Nine and Soroban cd. Hope everyone had a good day. TAH TAH!!

yeah its me again, if your wondering about the website I just have lost interest in it for the time being. I have actually lost interest in a lot of things. My life lately has been boring and full of people screwing me over lately. Im almost lost a very good friend last night and they could of cared less that they would never see me again as long as they were with there boyfriends. You know lately relationships are really starting to piss me off same with the friendship factor. Lately its all been highschool bullshit they say they are your friends but when it really comes down to it its just a casual saying that people use to become more popular and have something to do when they get bored. I mean I love my friends I would do anything for them, but lately they have been really treating me like shit and I have begun to realize are we really friends or is it all just one big lie. Yeah my week as you can see has been horrible I really dont want to get into details because its just way to hard. I havnt done anything really I just havnt been in the mood to hang out with people. Why hang out with them if they dont care about you anyways? They would rather be fucking their boyfriends or saying shit about you behind your back. Sorry for being so doom and gloom for this being my first post in a long time but I really need to talk about it with something or soemone because Im really starting to get pissed off and im afraid of doing something irrational with my thinking. Do you ever wish people would stay the same and not change? I do but that never happens it seems like a lot of people are being two faced lately.

Well now that thats off my chest. Nothing new has happened like I said I have pretty much been going to bass lessons and working. I do have a significant other now, which Im very happy to have but lately with all my friends backstabing me I feel I havnt been giving him the attention he deserves because Im afraid I will do the same like I have done in the past. But Im not going to think about it because I really would like this relationship to last so im going to promise myself not to do anything stupid and I hsould jsut probably stop thinking now too that would be a good thing. All I really did this week was watch Ichi the killer for the billionth time and tried to do some homework. I wonder if there is a limit to how many times you should watch that movie before you go insane, but I love it. Im currently trying to look for more of Tadanobu Asano's works he is a very good actor, really plays the part right. New years was eeh not as fun as last years. Got in a fight with a friend and her boyfriend tried to make it worse but hopefully everything is cool now. Im glad Ashli and I see eye to eye though. That is one thing that made me happy this week ashli and I sat down and talked about a lot of things and she has been having friend problems too and totally understood where I came from. SO I got something out of the way and now our friendship is better. She said that she would run away with me somewhere far away form here and start a whole new life just to get away from all the bullshit of this life. lol, that would be interesting. But she is really sad right now because we both have been majorly backstabbed but we still dont know how to deal with it. Though it was 3am in the morning and ashli and i were jsut sitting in the living room watching movies and talking when all of a sudden we heard a giant explosion and the whole house shook, my chair rattled it scared the shit out of me. It was new years day did anybody else hear it? I mean Im used to fireworks but this wasnt a firework this was a bomb or soemthing lol. It sounded like it hit the backside of my hosue lol. Well I msut go sorry for being such a downer i think i jsut need to hang out and talk about things with my friends so that we actually hang out again and stop getting in fights. Hope everyone has had a good break, better than mine hopefully and Ill see you tomrorrow.!!

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